.No Vacancy.

There is only room for innovation and creativity to breathe. So fuck the norm, forget conformity, and quit bullshittin'. We come in different colors for a reason... and it's not to be color coded.

simply A Beautiful Beginning.

I'd like to think that the way I carry myself reflects the person I really am. I always care and think of the long run, make sure I'm at my best (or at least warn people when I am at my worst), dress appropriately, speak eloquently of what I know, and am enthusiastic to learn everything that I do not. I've been called a "mother" by many people for this reason: I LIVE to stimulate life and remind as many people as I can that there's always a life worth living. I take care of people, dress them up, tell them the beautiful side of a horrifying story, and remind everyone that they are always loved to prove that their existence in this world makes a difference (and a great difference in my life mind that.) Today, September 25,2008 at 12:15pm I opened this letter:

The Delta Sigma chapter of the Co-Ed, International, Business Professional Fraternity, DELTA SIGMA PI, extended a bid to me as a result of my "commitment to business studies,and professionalism". My person has paid off; the "bros" of DSP are giving me a chance not to be a brother of Delta Sigma Pi, but to be me, to be my person and have an international business fraternity by my side to support me, inspire me, and help me live that better life. HARD WORK PAYS OFF and eventually gives you that chance to continue your life with a new BEAUTIFUL BEGINNING.

FIN

SCREAMING FOR LIFE

hell week.

i dont want to talk.

i dont want to breathe.

but i want to get through this.

fyi: be the friend that you need in your life, and they'll come to you

I wish I could stare at Art all day...

ART IS MY THERAPY AND DRUG.

Full Plate

What's in a week?

1. study guide 4 chapters International Business

2. study guide 3 chapters Accounting

3. INBA & ACCT midterms #1

4. Rush week Delta Sigma Pi (business frat)

5. Get battery fixed for Carlitos

6. Birthday dindin for Carissa- Lala's + bboy status party

7. HW HW HW

8. Get started on Architecture/MRKT/Tour "life or death" project

9. recover from Nocturnal

10. Groceries

11. Clean apt again and again and again

12. Eat

13. Sleep

14. Breathe

15. Stay Alive

beh weev in majik

"Those that believe in others, inspire others to believe in them." (unknown)

dress your life up

I go to class in sweats, sometimes. Philosophy 7-9pm was another story: senior girl at LMU had to take it to another level. Amidst all the preppy, eclectic, artsy, hippie, athletic, and ghetto kids at LMU, I don't mind the stylistic diversity that roams around me. But let me tell you, this bitch, no this bitch decided to stumble into class approx 14 minutes late, in straight up boxers, this dirty hoody she wears every time with her hood still on, house slippers, coffee in her hand, and a ripped piece of notebook paper brought especially for notes. She then just has to make it more awkward when she cuts off the teacher by raising her hand and blurting out, "Is that gonna be on the test?" Like dub tee eff! She just another person that takes the phrase "I don't give a fuck to a whole other level". And honestly, I bum it A LOT of times... but I never let it bring down my life. So its not about wearing that one of a kind dress from Italy, glidding around campus in your Christian Louboutins, or swinging around your LV oversized tote..... it's about still caring about your life, and living through your attitude. Which means: we can bum it when we oversleep, pass on the make-up on lazy sundays, and definitely forget the primping on finals week, but dress up once in a while, so you can remember to pamper yourself  because you deserve it, because you're still alive and still care about who you are and because you know that you're the baddest bitch.

Not for them. For YOU.